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Friday, May 01, 2009 thoughts while i was walking back: sometimes i felt that my happiness is being misplaced. found and lost. lost and found again. but never permanently with me. or maybe its ard me that i never noticed it. well, how stupid to say that. happiness is always ard you. just that you dont know how to appreciate it. small things like you should be glad to be just alive (are you sure? whats the point of being alive if...) well, look at things right now, like the epidemic.. sigh. the worldly affairs makes life seems so pessimistic. eyes are tired. the mind is just on a auto mode. just thinking, it would be good if i do smth for the society. be a doctor! heal the sick! be a scientist! find a cure! hahaha lofty ambtitions. but i know i lack the determination. i dont even know what i want to be. reality from fantasy. fantasy into reality? if that is ever possible. AND. its may now! so much so for wishing time to fly and not at all. tsktsk! one that lives in irony must have quite a good deal of stupidness. hahahahaha.